11:34 AM
Friday, October 23, 2009
18Now as Jesus was walking by the Sea of Galilee,
He saw two brothers, Simon who was called Peter,
& Andrew his brother, casting a net into the sea;
for they were fishermen.19& He said to them,
"Follow Me, & I will make you fishers of men."
20Immediately they left their nets & followed Him.
Matthew 4:18-25 (NASB)
....
As I read this passage in the bible,
I was amazed by the faith of this fishermen.
If we undstd this fact deeper,
I will realized that, their living source is based
on fishing alone. Without their net,
they have nothing to eat and live upon.
But they recognized one fact tat is,
God will provide all their needs,
and only God can make them,
A true fishermen, "fishers of men".
As I ponder deeper upon wad God is exectly
speaking to me abt, i came to undstd;
God post me tis challange if i am willing to
let go of wad i tink makes me / my identity,
& to belief that he know me better than i kw
myself. If i am willing to release of
the vocation that i am doing,
( Illustration - fisherman, Reality - Graphic designer)
And to serve him in whatever area that he
leads me to, (eg. Art teacher)
Do i actually love God and trust God to
allow God to take charge of my life.
(for he bought me over at a price)
Do i actually belief that God is truly GOD?
Recently,
God convicted me of Sin.
Sin of Acting God in my life.
Would i be willing to let go of whatever
successes that i have in my life now,
as a designer and say this:
" God, whatever talents, spiritual gifts,
my life, my heart, take them all and use
them for your glory, for you made me,
and love me. Forgive me for being stubborn
in my ways, for your ways are nt my ways,
your knowledge are higher than mine.
I release myself back to you and use me."
I belief after my period of stuggling with tis.
It will come to pass and serve a great purpose,
definately not for myself but for the
glory of God.
Amen.
2:34 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Sometimes,
everything around u gets
more and more busy,
more and more noisier,
it's getting into me.
Can't i just have some
PEACE!
|pēs|
noun
freedom from disturbance;
quiet and tranquility mental calm; serenity
.....
5:04 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
The Overcrowding of the mind.
Lord Help me to Hear you.
Show me your clear leading in my life.
I really need to hear you.
4:40 PM
It's so Silent,
Please Make a Sound.
5:28 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
2:16 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Yesterday,
during bible study,
i learn about 'God the Holy Spirit'.
And that he is God himself and God's gift to us.
He is all knowing, everywhere, always with us,
and he indwells in us, guides us, leads us,
speak to us, convict us, prays for us.
I praise God for the Holy spirit that he
has given me to listen to me, comfort me,
and be here with me.
Today, i was quite irritated by a childish act
of someone. And it bugs me for awhile.
But i was reminded to cast my difficult
emotions and feeling to God.
So i shared my irritation with
Holy Spirit and surprisingly,
i felt better...
I can sense that he is here with me,
he understands me and hears me.
He comforts me and tell me that it's ok,
everything is alright.
I felt peace because i feel that he is
here with me and will always be with me.
Even tho I'm still bit irritated but that childish act,
but, I'm am learning to cast all
my unpleasant emotion to God.
to dwell on good & nice things,
not things that will not edify myself.
Think about happier things.
Regarding the person that does the
childish thing, i guess that's not
my business to deal with.
Even tho it may hurts and
it may feel frustrating to feel bugged
by that act, but i belief that
i'm going to be ok now.
It's God's problem now to deal with the person.
And I'm sure God will deal with it.
So God,
i Commit them all to you
even tho it hurts,
because i belief that you heals.
2:09 PM
I'm really look forward to CHRISTMAS!!
1st: It's a happy celebration of Jesus birth!
2nd: I'm looking forward to caroling!
3rd: I'm looking forward to this long holiday!
Lastly: It's time to say goodbye to 2009 & hello to 2010!
12:29 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
God,
I need
Your Courage & Your Confidence
to do the things that
i think i can't do
in my own strength,
but with Your Courage
& Your Strength
& Your Confidence,
that's where i can know & belief
that i can do it.
Lord, I wait upon you.
10:20 AM
Sometimes i feel that
my surrounding has became
so silent that it's killing me inside.
I really wish to be understood.
For people to see the real me.
Who i truly am,
not the person that they think i am.
12:08 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
I came to a point to realized that,
I fear to face up to who i really am.
Face up to wad i am really made for.
Even so that,
i am really cut out for dancing & music,
but i really do fear to face up to failures.
What if I'm not good at what i love?
Would i continue on to keep on practicing
till i find myself improving?
I guess from today onwards,
i really need to learn that,
in all things, HARDWORK,
is needed in all passions.
Without Hardwork,
there will not be improvement.
(Unless you are born Genius)
So, i guess,
i am going to start practicing for
my ballet lesson and stop taking
my "fast learner" gift for granted.
In order to be really good
in wad i do & love.
[Can i really do this?]
12:02 PM
God,Show me your purpose in my life,for putting this passion in my heart.For giving me this courage tolearn ballet at this age.And not choose to give up thisdream of dancing in my life.I really need to know if you have anyspecific purpose and ministry that uhave for me for giving me such courageand passion in me.I belief you have a purpose in all that u do.So please show it to me, God.I really want to hear it from you.
