L'Amore Sei Tu

2009-10-23T11:34:00.000+08:00

¹⁸Now as Jesus was walking by the Sea of Galilee,

He saw two brothers, Simon who was called Peter,

& Andrew his brother, casting a net into the sea;

for they were fishermen.¹⁹& He said to them,

"Follow Me, & I will make you fishers of men."

²⁰Immediately they left their nets & followed Him.

Matthew 4:18-25 (NASB)

....

As I read this passage in the bible,

I was amazed by the faith of this fishermen.

If we undstd this fact deeper,

I will realized that, their living source is based

on fishing alone. Without their net,

they have nothing to eat and live upon.

But they recognized one fact tat is,

God will provide all their needs,

and only God can make them,

A true fishermen, "fishers of men".

As I ponder deeper upon wad God is exectly

speaking to me abt, i came to undstd;

God post me tis challange if i am willing to

let go of wad i tink makes me / my identity,

& to belief that he know me better than i kw

myself. If i am willing to release of

the vocation that i am doing,

( Illustration - fisherman, Reality - Graphic designer)

And to serve him in whatever area that he

leads me to, (eg. Art teacher)

Do i actually love God and trust God to

allow God to take charge of my life.

(for he bought me over at a price)

Do i actually belief that God is truly GOD?

Recently,

God convicted me of Sin.

Sin of Acting God in my life.

Would i be willing to let go of whatever

successes that i have in my life now,

as a designer and say this:

" God, whatever talents, spiritual gifts,
my life, my heart, take them all and use

them for your glory, for you made me,

and love me. Forgive me for being stubborn

in my ways, for your ways are nt my ways,

your knowledge are higher than mine.

I release myself back to you and use me."

I belief after my period of stuggling with tis.

It will come to pass and serve a great purpose,

definately not for myself but for the

glory of God.

Amen.

2009-10-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,

everything around u gets

more and more busy,

more and more noisier,

it's getting into me.

Can't i just have some

PEACE!

|pēs|

noun
freedom from disturbance;

quiet and tranquility mental calm; serenity

.....

2009-10-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

The Overcrowding of the mind.

Lord Help me to Hear you.

Show me your clear leading in my life.

I really need to hear you.

2009-10-19T16:40:00.004+08:00

It's so Silent,

Please Make a Sound.

2009-10-15T17:28:00.001+08:00

2009-10-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,
during bible study,
i learn about 'God the Holy Spirit'.
And that he is God himself and God's gift to us.
He is all knowing, everywhere, always with us,
and he indwells in us, guides us, leads us,
speak to us, convict us, prays for us.
I praise God for the Holy spirit that he
has given me to listen to me, comfort me,
and be here with me.

Today, i was quite irritated by a childish act
of someone. And it bugs me for awhile.
But i was reminded to cast my difficult
emotions and feeling to God.
So i shared my irritation with
Holy Spirit and surprisingly,
i felt better...
I can sense that he is here with me,
he understands me and hears me.
He comforts me and tell me that it's ok,
everything is alright.
I felt peace because i feel that he is
here with me and will always be with me.

Even tho I'm still bit irritated but that childish act,
but, I'm am learning to cast all
my unpleasant emotion to God.
to dwell on good & nice things,
not things that will not edify myself.
Think about happier things.
Regarding the person that does the
childish thing, i guess that's not
my business to deal with.
Even tho it may hurts and
it may feel frustrating to feel bugged
by that act, but i belief that
i'm going to be ok now.
It's God's problem now to deal with the person.
And I'm sure God will deal with it.

So God,
i Commit them all to you
even tho it hurts,
because i belief that you heals.

2009-10-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

I'm really look forward to CHRISTMAS!!
1st: It's a happy celebration of Jesus birth!
2nd: I'm looking forward to caroling!
3rd: I'm looking forward to this long holiday!
Lastly: It's time to say goodbye to 2009 & hello to 2010!

2009-10-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

God,

I need
Your Courage & Your Confidence
to do the things that
i think i can't do
in my own strength,
but with Your Courage
& Your Strength
& Your Confidence,
that's where i can know & belief
that i can do it.

Lord, I wait upon you.

2009-10-13T10:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i feel that
my surrounding has became
so silent that it's killing me inside.
I really wish to be understood.
For people to see the real me.
Who i truly am,
not the person that they think i am.

2009-10-12T12:08:00.000+08:00

I came to a point to realized that,
I fear to face up to who i really am.
Face up to wad i am really made for.

Even so that,
i am really cut out for dancing & music,
but i really do fear to face up to failures.
What if I'm not good at what i love?
Would i continue on to keep on practicing
till i find myself improving?

I guess from today onwards,
i really need to learn that,
in all things, HARDWORK,
is needed in all passions.
Without Hardwork,
there will not be improvement.
(Unless you are born Genius)

So, i guess,
i am going to start practicing for
my ballet lesson and stop taking
my "fast learner" gift for granted.
In order to be really good
in wad i do & love.

[Can i really do this?]

2009-10-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

God,
Show me your purpose in my life,
for putting this passion in my heart.
For giving me this courage to
learn ballet at this age.
And not choose to give up this
dream of dancing in my life.
I really need to know if you have any
specific purpose and ministry that u
have for me for giving me such courage
and passion in me.
I belief you have a purpose in all that u do.
So please show it to me, God.
I really want to hear it from you.

2009-10-09T16:20:00.001+08:00

2009-10-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

What can express how i feel today?

PURPLE, BLUE, BLACK

I guess....
this picture adds on to how i feel..

2009-10-06T11:38:00.000+08:00

This is getting
MONOTONOUSLY
|məˈnätn-əs|
adjective
dull, tedious, and repetitious;
lacking in variety and interest

BORING!

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2009-09-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

LADDER OF NOTHINGNESS

2009-09-22T14:45:00.000+08:00

God,
Show me your ways and your will.
Provide me with the daily
grace and mercy that i need.
In my weakness, strengthen me.
Reveal your Glory in my weakness.
May your will be done.
Amen

2009-09-15T10:13:00.000+08:00

⁷But whatever was to my profit
I now consider loss for the sake of Christ.
⁸What is more, I consider everything a loss compared
to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord,
for whose sake I have lost all things.
I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ ⁹and be found in him, not having a righteousness
of my own that comes from the law,
but that which is through faith in Christ—
the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. ¹⁰I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection
and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings,
becoming like him in his death,
¹¹and so, somehow,
to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Philippians 3:7-11 (NIV)

Speak to us, Lord, till shamed by Thy great giving
Our hands unclasp to set our treasures free;
Our wills, our love, our dear ones, our possessions,
All gladly yielded, gracious Lord, to Thee.
—Anon.

LIFE

2009-09-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

LIFE

Words can never explain how i feel.
Sometimes i'm so frustrated with life.
But sometimes i'm so hopeful towards the future.
God's truth and word,
somehow, somewhat, someway,
i find it hard to grasp it and understand it.
I feels & know that,
i already have the greatest gift from God already but,
i do not understand why i cant seems to belief and trust
in the Lord that in all my trials and difficult moments,
that he will deliver me and carry me thru...

I rmb this song that we often sing at church:

God will make a way
where there seems to be no way..
He works in way we cannot see
he will make a way for me..
he will be my guide
hold me closely to his side..
With love and strength
For each new day..
He will make a way...

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me...
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade...
But His Word will still remain...
He will do something new today...

{Searching for an Answer}

I DO IT FOR YOU GOD

2009-08-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

GOD,
I do not know how to go about explaining
how i feel right now...
Confusion about how shld i go about
living my life...

This friday is IDMC day 1.
I feel quite reluctant to spend my whole day
on a event jus like that.

I strive so hard upon trying to plan
my day, having fun, doing meaningful tings,
with my frens and family in spite of
all tis busyness.

Somehow, all of a sudden, i feel, all is in vain.

But, somehow, strangely,
i sense that u pave the way for me to be there,
even things like creating a chance for me
to be have a off day on fri.

It's amazing.
But all of sudden,
i realised,
'hey yvette, you got the whole purpose wrong here..'
i realised that HS is speaking to me that,
the purpose tt i am gg for IDMC,
is not to fill up my schedule and maximise
my off day and weekend..
its not meant to be this purpose..

But,
God , you meant to for me to meet you there,
to hear from you there.
Therefore, i realised,
i have to set aside my mind, soul and heart,
to meet you there during this few days of IDMC.
It's a total providence in terms of time, setting, date, for me.
And God, IDMC, i am doing it for you.

Lead me O God, I pray.

[Weary & Confused]

TGIF

2009-07-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

A Bright Future

2009-07-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

YES INDEED.

I thank God for his Grace & Mercy in my life.
Life Breaths Smoother and More Fragrance.
Spend good prioritized time with mom more.
Great friends to spend good & bad time & lives together.
Facing Life more positively in the mids of difficult moments.
But, after all, His Grace is sufficient for me,
My weakness is made perfect in his strength.

{Grace & Mercy}

Your Dirty Love

2009-05-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

Your Dirty Love

Your dirty love is like a virus that infest in the memory in my heart.
Everywhere I go, I remember the ting we do, the plc we go.
I really hate going to those places now.
YUCK!
Every love song reminds me of words that once had been said.
Painful indeed.
I wish those words can be mine forever.
But those memories just don’t suit me.

I wish that I could make a new memory to overwrite that virus in my memory.
I want to be healed of the wounds that the virus has caused harms at.
I pray that a new antibiotic will be invented specially for this virus.
So that one day I will be completely healed.
And, Yes I will be heal.

Because God heals the broken.
And I am still waiting for that moment.
God save me!

Church Tee Design 2009

2009-04-25T12:45:00.000+08:00

BEEN AGES SINCE I BLOGGED...
I felt like i've grown OLD...
MaN......... >.<

It's been like 1 yr half working as a graphic designer.
The experience has been fulfilling yet tough.
But well, It's my rice bowl.
I thank God for this Job that i'm in.

[TIME REALLY FLIES]

BTW,

GNBC's Making church tee!

It's Exciting!
& I have the privilege to design it..
Hopefully the printing turns out great~

[There She Goes Again]

Taiwan 2008

2008-12-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

[TAIWAN 2008]

{Mom & Me in Plane}

{Cuzy Li Ying & Me facinated by e Moon below us}

This is my documentation in regards to my Taiwan trip 2008: (14th Dec - 22th Dec) Total of 9 Days. With the Company of Mom & Relatives. Traveled to: Tai Dong, Tai Nan, Gao Xiong & Tai Zong

As i traveled around Taiwan,
experiencing the beauty of the Lord's creation,
going thru e difficult winter,
The Lord has been with me through out the journey.
His protection has always been with me.

{Day 1 @ Night Market}

Day 2

{Beautiful waves}

[The Fruit Farm]

PS: It's Winter therefore no Fruits lol..i feel stupid abt it too..
wrong timing la..

{Up the Mountain, this is where we stay. So Cold!}

{This is Foam only haha!}

{Wa~ tis Carcoal Warmer is Happiness man!}
Ps: I love ginger tea during winter, it warms my heart alot..YUM!
The perfect drink wen ur Cold!

{THE MARBLE MOUNTAIN}

[BEAUTIFUL BEACH]

{This Swing is so Big & fun! Haha..}

[The Longevity Bridge]

[The Pretty Flowers]

{I stumbled upon tis scene, beautiful isn't it?}

[The Peacock Farm]

{The Flowers there are so pretty!}

FINALLY,
On the 9th day in taiwan,
b4 i hope on the plane to s'pore,
the last ting i did was,
STARBUCKS!

i missed S'pore so much tt i needed a breather for local stuff..
this is starbucks @ taipei airport...lol..
we had, hot choco, latte and a double choco maffin @ 7bucks plus only!
Can you imagine?! cheap cheap nei..lol...

Really Enjoy man....
Ahhh~~

2008-02-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

HER SYSTEM RESTARTED...

i will learn

2008-02-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

Life been pretty tough recently.
i guess thats wad happens wen u grow older huh...
You starts work,
Earn ur own living,
grows up learning to be a sensible adult,
Makes important decision yourself...

Not easy nei..

Been feeling quite down recently,
for dono wad reasons.
Suddently,
i came to realised all my major fears in life.
what can i do?
i can only to learn to Face them
and handle it with God's help.

Lord pls mould me and comfort me,
For only you can.

The person dearest in my life,
i realised could not give the perfect love,
that everyone yearn for. He act as a company
and someone to share my life and grow with.
cos only you, God are fully dependable and perfect.
I will continue to hope in you.

Lord pls teach me to depend on you.
Teach me to let u be Lord of my life.
Teach me to make u my first priority.
Teach me to Love you more.

"Praise be to the God and
Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
the Father of compassion and
the God of all comfort,
who comforts us in all our troubles,
so that we can comfort those
in any trouble with the comfort
we ourselves have received from God.
For just as the sufferings of Christ
flow over into our lives,
so also through Christ
our comfort overflows."
[2 Cor 1:3-5]

{I'm Learning As I Grow}

Soon Or Never

2008-01-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hey guys..

Been awhile ya...
Just came back here to let everyone know that,
i'm moving on from here...
i will be creating a new blog soon or never...

So, Wait up for e New look soon or never!

CHEERS!

{Brb So Soon}

Sick Bay

2007-11-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

SOB SOBZ~~

I am sick AGAIN

:(

On tues,
i was sick.
In fact, i felt the feeling on mon.
Bcos our department spent the whole
day at Pepper lunch for photo shooting.
than in the morning it was drizzling.
And i got it on my head.
=_=
I tot nth will happen.

NOW,
I'm lk on MC for 3 days lor.
No pay leave lor!
gosh.......
Expensive leave u know....
SIGH......

But,
i was stupid enough not to go visit doctor

on Tues.
i tot ok i pop 2 Panadol i'll get well tmr.
but than!
on wed i wanted to go work.
i got ready and stuff went out...
i felt so so giddy and my vision kinda feel
dotty and black and u know wad la feel lk fainting...

so i kinda oh gosh,
called my boss and ask for leave again...
I DUN LIKE LOR!

so went to e doctor on wed...
The doctor told me i had gastric flu...

=_=

gave me 2 days MC....

=_=!!!

i tot to myself, wen i was schling, if i get MC,
i sure celebrate lor...
but now...seems lk its a total different issue...
Less work means less exposure and less learning...
It's work tat's enjoyable not the "gg to wk"

LOL...........

-i'm too free so i blogged-

{Thats A Wrap}

ERROR

2007-11-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

CURRENTLY,

OUT OF ORDER!

{Sorry For Inconvenience}

Zzzzzzzzzzz

2007-10-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO FRIDAY~~~

I'm actually feeling quite slpy now, 12:45am.
i'm glad weekends has come.
It had been a woosh of a week.
So quickly it's fri again.
I rmb dragging myself out of bed 8am in the morning
the last mon that i know of. haha.
now its FRIDAY!! YEY!!
I Love Friday. I guess every working person love fri.
It's rock and roll day haha...enjoy,relax,we deserve it day~~
NICEEEE~~~~~

Yest i had my sister to help me with cutting fruits,
i made fruit salad for my colleagues.
But wads worse was, i brought the wrong dragon fruit.
I got the red dragon fruit instead of the white one.
End up, i've a purplish pink fruit salad.
Even tho its wierd, but they enjoyed it i guess.
LOL~~~~
{thx sis for ur effort}

YEAH...............
thats a wrap for this week i guess!!
i'm gonna close my eyes for a min now.
If i dun open my eyes again,
call an ambulance!

HAHA!

LAME~

OPPS!

ALRITE, GOOD NITE!

{She Will Blog Again Soon}

HEH!~

2007-10-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

SHHHH~~~~

I'm actually blogging from wk..
Kinda hav nth to do now,
and felt that i've negladed my blog for quite awhile.
(not supposed to blog here *hide*)

How's wk ah?
now its cool period,
so i'm quite free...
But did small stuff here and there...
But, i'll be quite busy at nov -dec...
so the real challange will come soon...
i Kinda adapted to the environment
quite fine liaoz...
=) praise the Lord...yup!

This is my 3rd wk at wk...
and i'm quite thankful for tis job of mine...
i think thats all folks...

{She'll Be Fine}

1 Wk Later

2007-10-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

Actually, Working's not that bad after all.
Even tho i go thru mental testings,
in the beginning,
but i managed to psycho myself to not think too much.
Later i go mad sia.

So far, work's fun.
Both boss and chief designer are nice to me,
learning lotsa new tings,
good chances to learn at work r given,
lotsa new colleagues to get to know,
all nice to chat w tho,heh!

Well well,
God pulled me thru tis wk.
Even tho its phsically tiring,
frustrating sometimes,
but still its my passion and my choice,
most of all,
I enjoys it.

Some ppl says, i will get tired of it soon,
but probably i doubt so.
Probably, they get tired of it all phsically,
mentally,spiritually due to that,
they r working at sth they dont enjoy in the first place?
No idea. But so far, I enjoys my job alot.
Who can comment much?
Only i knows it inside i guess
=)

yup thats abt it.
Signing off at 12.48am, fri nite.
Have a great weekend.
God Bless!

{Blinks My Way To Dreamland}

2nd Day

2007-10-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

2ND DAY OF WORK:
I'M ON SICK LEAVE

I had food poisoning last nite.
vomit and shit alot.

=_=!

It was terrible.
But thk God i feel better now.

But its crap la!
2nd day of wk, i take sick leave.
kaoz...

But my collagues are all nice,
called me to ask if i'm ok.
heh!

But the work's stressful.
Just so right wen ppl says:
Work is not lk wad we learnt in sch.

Totally agreed.
i feel lk i'm learning as a beginner.
researching and being trained at wk.
After a day, i feel shack.

Oh ya,
I'm supposed to taste their Jap food.
So that i know wad kinda design e company needs.
I visited all e diff restaurants.
Ate lunch with bosses.

Yup thats abt it........
Btw, mayb u guys wont see me online (MSN)
any sooner. There is no msn at work.

So....

SOB, I will miss u guys~~~~~
-Drama Queen-

My Conclusion:
Working life is really tough.
Especially the beginning of it.

Pls Pray For Me:
Pray for God's wisdom at wk and perseverance too!

{I'm Gonna Be Just Fine}

Haha...

2007-09-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

JOB FOUND:

My Career starts on Monday!

{Praise The Lord}

Lantern festival

2007-09-20T01:33:00.001+08:00

CHINESE GARDEN: Lantern Festival

Few days ago, Den & I went here...
Theres lights and foody and free lanterns!
haha....we played with sparkles and stuff...
It feels lk going back to when we were young...
For myself at least,
i rmb playing with lanterns and sparkles
outside my hse corridoor...oh ya, candles too...
for the reason of playing with fire literally..
haha....

I was very excited wen i got there...
there were crowds (i love crowds) so happening!! heex...
Kids playing @ e funfair stalls, performance on stage,
Lights art works, stalls selling silly stuffs, food stalls...
well we got ourselves a devil head band tingy..
oh and i ate candy floss~~
yum yum.....heex...

Phew after few hrs of playing n all,
soon fatigue sink in....lol.....
Dispite of that, I totally enjoy it there!
=)

{Yey! Its Lantern festival Again}

Wisdom Tooth

2007-09-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

Am I wiser if i have a Wisdom Tooth growing?

I went to see the dentist nearby my hse...
Been so many years since i sat on the chair
where the dentist check ur tooth...
Mom and I waited for nearly an hr
b4 its our turn hmmm ...
Wen we went in, the room was all white
including the "hot seat"...
The place give me creepy feeling...
I was thinking to myself,
"Oh man, wad will e dentist do to my teeth"

EEEKS!

But than, i went in, they asked where hurts,
i said last left side of my teeth...
than they straight away said, ahh its a wisdom tooth,
given ur age...21...hmm....
"i hope no plucking of teeth!" Thought to myself..
Praise God, he jus used cotton wool to dapped
sth on my gum so as to clean away the germs...
He assured me and said its jus a swelling of my gum
due to the teeth thats growing out of my gum...
He wants to give it chance to grow out,
if few wks later it dont gives me problems,
than i'm all set!!

YEY!!!

heee....
luckily its growing upright...
If not i'll have to go thru a wisdom tooth operation!!
(which dennis gone thru b4, it sounds scary to me!)
Thankfully,
I'M FINE!!! HEEX!!!
I'm taking medication for:
Reducing of swelling
Reducing of infection
Even tho my tooth feel pretty unconfortable tho...
The dentist suggest that i eat food tats soft...
But i'm still eating the stuff i want!!
HAHA!!! (mischievous huh)
Anyway i'm so glad that its not toothache!!!
LAlalalalalla..................

{BURP~~~}

Tooth Guardian Angel

2007-09-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

OUCH~~

I think i have a toothache =(
Dennis asked me to visit a dentist.
He said if i dun go, and keep dragging,
it'll get worse and it will spread to other tooth.
And i'll have to pluck out a lot of tooth..
OH MAN....
But its been awhile since i went to the dentist.
And wen i was young, i feared the dentist a lot.
ahh...i'm quite worried...
But it hurts, my tooth...
SOB SOB...
Blame it on myself...
I eat too much sweets and chocolates...
but i cant help it...i enjoy them...
=/

{My Left Last Tooth Hurts}

Lost Cat

2007-09-11T11:57:00.001+08:00

LOST:

My Sis named the cat, Ash.
But It nv came back on the 3rd day.
Till now.
Sis is so damn sad.
She happily bought cat food, whiskey,
yet she came back, founding out that the
cat will nv comes back.
Well, We tot, its a stray cat anyw,
would it even stay for long.
I kinda miss e cat.
hmm.....
But sis is so damn disappointed.
She really was so thrilled wen we prepared
food, water and a nice place to slp for the cat.
But afterall, mom din liked it.
She complained that its smelly.
heh!

{The End Of The Cat Advanture}

CAT

2007-09-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

New Stray Cat:

Sister wanted to keep it, give it a "home" to stay.
Gave it food and water. Now its outside our home.
I'm okie with it, but Dennis hates it.
HAHA...
naturally he hates cats...
But Sis and Andrew loves it...

{Enjoy Your New Home}

Sad Man

2007-09-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

There is Stuff to Update

BUT

I Dun Feel like Updating.

{ Self-Pity La }

Sadded

2007-09-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

8 Resumes Sent, 0 Job Responds, 1 Bored Me.

{This Is Kinda Frustrating}

Currently......

2007-09-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS~~~

Well, tot been awhile since i dropped sth here..
Today i surf thru e webs and newspaper to look for job
as Graphic/Advertising Designer...
Sent out like 6 resumes...
How do i feel?
i feel Stressed, Scared, Worried...
haha...dono why...but i do feel all tat...
But than i was reminded to entrust all tis to our
Lord, my father in heaven...
Anyw, i do wanna commit everyt, be it the outcome of it
to the Lord...i pray that i'll get interview soon...
even tho i do drag it...cos i'm scared of rejection...
but i am anxious to learn more abt design...
lastly i pray i get an advertising job!

{Trusting By Faith, Signs Off}

Lasalle Convocation '07

2007-08-24T22:54:00.001+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY!

Today i had my graduation ceromony!
It was fabulous....
I'm proud of myself and everyone on stage that recieved
the certification of graduation! We did it!
Hee!

Met old frens, and some close frens today.
we had so much fun taking potos of memories 2gether =)
I will really miss all of u seriously!
The hardwork we put in tis together..
thx guys!

Peeps! but the boring part is waiting for my turn to go upstage
[=_=]
Such a long list down lo...my frens and i was lk so restless
after a long while...lol...but wen it my turn to get on stage,
i was soo nervous! Still, i'm proud of it...
The sweat and blood i placed in it pays off!
i'm glad! =)

Thx Mommy & Daddy & Big Sis & Juan Cuzy & Zhen Hong Dear for coming!
your presences really counts alot!
i enjoyed my convocation wen u guys are here...
=) Lastly, PRAISE THE LORD!

[Click On Photos To Enlarge]

{Praise God For His Watch Over}

Sometimes....

2007-08-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,
When a person's blog is not currently updated,
it doesn't really mean there is no happening ok.
It just simply means,
That she simply is too bored of blogging.
She's too bored n tired of typing out those great tings
that happened or those upsets that happened or
those normal tings that happened.
Ya basically that.
{My feelings}

Sometimes i wonder,
when you guys read my blog,
wad kinda things are you guys curious to know.
or is it basically out of curiosity, my blog is read.
Basically, I'm honored that my blog is read.
Probably I'm interesting.
Or simply it just means I'm just being randomly read.
{ Random Thoughts}

Graduation Day,
is coming soon. 24 Aug 2007.
I'm pretty excited.
I'll take loads of photo on that day.
I'm proud to have a graduation.
The hard work i gone thru w classmates,
is so memorable. Those schling days.
I'm proud of everyone thats graduating on that day,
good job guys, WE DID IT!
{Updates}

Recently,
i am thinking....
i wonder.....
Am i a Selfish Person all together??
Things that happened kinda made me realized
that probably due to my upbringing,
I'm quite selfish basically.
It's quite a great discovery for me.
hmm...To look out of others
other than myself...It's quite a chore for me...
I wonder how others can do it so well...
I'm impressed man...hmmm...
There's still room for improvement for myself.
YUP!
{One of My Self Reflections}

JB Fishing Port Trip

2007-08-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

On Sat Morning,
I went to JB Fishing Port again..
this time i went with:
Juan, Dennis, Uncle Henry and Aunty Linda
It was fun and enjoyable =)
As Below are those pics!
Enjoy~~~

[Click On Pics To Enlarge]

{God Blessed Our Journey}

Just Another Lazy Day

2007-08-10T02:57:00.000+08:00

Lazy Days
By: Enya

Lazy old day
rolling away
dreaming the day away
don't want to go
now that I'm in the flow
crazy amazing day
One red balloon
floats to the moon
just let it fly away
I only know
that I'm longing to go
back to my lazy day

And how it sings and how it sighs
and how it never stays
And how it rings and how it cries
and how it sails away... away... away....

{Just Let Me Sail Away}

LG Mobile

2007-08-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

LG Shine

[KU970]

My mum recently told me that
my M1 plan's up and i've got to upgrade
a new one...and so i'm grabbing tis
chance to get a new phone...
And, I'm so getting tis phone lor...
So damn nice lor haha...
And so mayb, i can get it at a deal!
LOVE IT~~~

{Floating Off With Madness}

Public Proclaimation

2007-08-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

I AM A LAZY GAL

Am I?

{Another Boring Day}

Change Of Plans

2007-08-05T02:23:00.000+08:00

UPDATES....

No more interview on mon..
well decided not to work there...
Why?
Bcos i jus wanna give myself more time
to adjust to working life..
instead of rushing into it..
i wish to slow down and reflect and do wad
i really like to work in...
Not stressing myself that i have to match
up to the world's expectation,after i grad,
i rather take my time and enjoy the
process of it..
In the mids of working part time,
i'll do a little bit of freelance here and there
if there is...probably i'm the kind which takes
awhile to adjust to changes in life..
from schling to working...
Hmm...everyone's different i guess huh...
will take awhile to pace myself..
Someone told me,
Working life is not abt chasing the career ladder
and slog ur life away...but we are all called to
work for the Lord...Therefore you would wanna
ask urself tis qsn: Who am i working for?
What are my priorities?
What is my final aim for my job?
Well well well......
I'm still thinking abt it...
Thats all folks!

{Lord, Go Ahead Of Me}

Job Interview

2007-08-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

I'm having an interview this coming monday...
and I'M SCARED!!!
phew~~
It's the same company as Trudy...
and the boss seems fierce to me...
kinda communicated w him thru msn..
May the Lord bless me...
Guys! Rmb to pray for courage,peace and wisdom for me!
If its God's will may i get the job!
The challenge comes after i got the job..

{May the Lord's Peace be with you}

YAWN~~~

2007-08-02T02:57:00.000+08:00

yawn~~
I am blogging at 2.58am in the morning..
why cos i jus got back from airport not long ago
to fetch my sis back from states..
i can see that she had fun there..heh..
she went w one lagugage and
she came back w 2 laugages..
lol...she got alot o books back and she got me
nice notebook for me and others too! so damn
interesting la e book..keke..love it..
and she got herself 3 pairs of shoes..
one of it is for andrew...keke so cute shoes..
they are lk brikenstockes covered shoes..
b0th of them had the same design lol...
couple shoes..keke..sweet!
After hearing so much from her in the cab while
on the way home, i've decided....

" I'm gonna go travel too one day!
cos there is so much stuff to shop~~~ "

>.<

very tempting indeed...LOL!!
Bangkok,Taiwan,Hong Kong,States
ahhh........i'm losing it soon~~~

{Jus Another Day Of Advanture}

Nonetheless

2007-07-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

Has my potential been unleashed?
Sometimes i wonder, how people view
me as from the outside...
A lady that dresses up, who loves shopping,
who is talkative, who seems shallow or deep?
i wonder truly..

If i get a chance, If i get a wish one day..
To wish for anything i want,
i wish that i can be everyone for jus one day
for each of you..
Sometimes i wish i get to understand
how each one of us feels...
wad kinda agony,struggles,pain,laughter,joy,happiness
everyone feels..
i wish i can read and know how each of you
feel and think..
At this point of time, you guys shld be screaming ur
heads off and stopping me from invading into ur brains...
lol...
somehow i feel that tis is a crazy tot and moment..
Somehow its not possible to understand
how everyone feels, think and act..

sometimes i feel lost..
sometimes i feel sad..
sometimes i feel depressed..
sometimes i feel happiness..
sometimes i feel joy that i can share..
Yet sometimes i feel nothing at all..

I have no conclusion and therefore God knows me...

{That Makes You King Of Me, Lord}

Jus Abt Now...

2007-07-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

My thoughts:
I really miss playing the keyboard for the Lord in church...
Jus nice that, it's praise team's turn to lead worship...
and i onli get to wait for the coming month..
Seriously, it's my passion to play the keyboard...
Playing is one of the ways to express my Love to the Lord...
I jus gets excited all inside wen i know that i'll be playing...
but gets upset inside wen i dun get to serve for awhile...

My Frustrations:
Humbly, Me being a vessel for the Lord used to serve him
in the church to lead ppl to worship by playing, is not being made
used enough and not being stretched alot at all...
i get to onli play once per month...alternate month...
wen its seem awhile but makes me feel lk its been years i'm not
serving..i often felt so upset which not been known to ppl...
its lk "God i wanna serve u but why aren't I playing..SIGH..."
i feel a gust of air stucked inside of my lungs...
lk its clogging inside..we used to have combines and i enjoy
playing w the Shaloms..but now its not happening...
i kinda felt lk God is glorified thru the times we had
combine worship team..but probably man is not willing
due to fatigue..
(not directed at anyone nor blaming anyone jus letting it out)

My Emotions:
Everytime i listens to a hillsong thats piano solo...
i get so sucked into it..the beauty of that song...
the way e pianist expresses themselves thru e tunes and melody..
it really amazes me, makes me praise God for it..
and often wished i am playing it...

Recently:
I have a sense of need and urge to improve on my playing
so that i can express myself much much more while i'm playing
for the Lord during worship in church...so i tot i wanna educate myself
further in believer's music...i pray that if its God will he will provide me..

My Excitement:
The talent and Gift that God had blessed me has been increased
and developed by God for tis 9 years in church...
As now, he has made himself glorified thru me...
As even how much i can play now, it is asking to be
further developed to be better and much greater so as
God can use me further for much much more greater plan
he had in mind for me...i know that he can use me to magnify
himself to others...therefore the urge to want to
improve myself had increased too...

{Use Me Mightily Oh Lord}

My 21st Blessed Day

2007-07-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

Some Memories of that day...

My Appreciation To: Dennis, Henry & Juan for
sacrificing ur time to doing the BBQ shopping
together i enjoyed the process 2gether w u guys
& thx for ur moral support for me thru out.
Thx Mummy for supporting me in this celebration
Lastly thx everyone for coming on that day! I had fun!

[TO ENLARGE CLICK ON PIC]

My "fake" blow

Mummy's Love & Me *Hee*

Oh no its my "act cute" Cuz!

My fav gals in my life...*Muacks*

Ah Ping & Me..My Closest Buddy in YMCA days!

Special Dennis & Me! *shy*

'V' for Vet, 'C' for Chris! My twin! Yey~~

Trudy my closest fren in Lasalle days manz!
(oh that's Ivan, Trudy's Bf keke)

Thank you for being part of my life...

Spot the difference?
HAHA!! Chris shot e left poto, Shawn e right one..

The Cheeky Young Adults & Frens!

{We Praise You Lord}

No Title

2007-07-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

Why is everyone so Busy this days?
Everyone is Living a life of their own.
Everyone is Carving a life of their own,
A Successful Career.

But,what the hell am I Waiting for?
What on earth am I Procrastinating for?
Am i going to find a Job soon?
Is anyone going to Hire me?

Do not be afraid to face the Monster World.
They are just Nothing but A Movie.
They Crush u and Eat u up,
But there is always a Happy Ending.

Go! Do not Fear and Wish for a Happy Ending.
Go! Be Brave and Try and Strive Hard for it.
Go! Do not Look Back but Just Do It.
Go! So that there can still be Hope left.

{Struggling Soul Within}

Just For You

2007-07-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

I feel Special and Loved,
I feel Happy and Wonderful,
I feel Perfect yet Imperfect,
Someone made me Happy,
He made it Perfect,
You made it Enjoyable,
One day,
Just one day,
You will be Mine.

{Anonymous}

What COLOR are YOU?

2007-07-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

Today i feel BLUE...
dono why..jus blue...
today is thurs yet i feel blue...
why why why....
hmm.....
today is not a good day...
better stay home...
=/

{She's Just Being Moody}

A LITTLE Proclaimation

2007-07-04T13:17:00.001+08:00

Today i jus wanna say that,
I ENJOY AND I LOVE WATCHING
GREY'S ANATOMY!!!!
i've watched season 1 2 3
for so many million of times...
i feel lk all of them are real...
LOL!!!!!!

{Pardon Her,She Is Jus A Little Crazy}

F A I T H

2007-07-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

FAITH
comes when we believe in the
Lord's will for us in our lives.
When we allows the Lord to take
over us and our own wills, and
to be used as a vessel or a mouth
piece of an instrument by God,
to work thru us, thats where,
nothing is impossible for us.
Faith is not a miracle unless
we allow God to take over
to work a miracle thru us
in people's lives.

{Lord Your Grace Continues To Amaze Me}

Lasalle Moving Out Party!!!

2007-07-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

woo....
I had great fun @ e party that day..
meeting up with old frensy...
hows hard to come by...
the moment i saw them i goes..
"oh hi....long time no see, how are u?!"
haha....i really enjoyed myself till i was so damn
tired e moment i got on to the train on my way
home than...phew....
took some pics there too....the collage that i spent my 3 yrs
of lasalle life @ is gg to be gone soon...
we are moving but i wont b ther..
well life still goes on...
yup...
We enjoy our time with band performing and DJs
playing rock and hip hop musics...
it was damn loud and enjoyable...
great time of hang out...
=)

{there goes again}

Nothing at all

2007-06-28T13:24:00.001+08:00

tmr, which is fri,
lasalle is having a moving out party..
i feel excited yet hestiant abt it...
i wonder if i should go...
Which makes me a dull person and kill joy..
haha...but definatly i would want to get
the limited edition teee...wooo its great...
well i tot...hanging out would b nice..
but WAT SHLD I WEAR?!
haha...thats a headache...
mayb i shld wear a normal attire..haha
at least trudy told me she's wearing a dress..
which would be and shld b quite nice...
i guess i'll jus go w my jeans...lol....
i have dresses but jus too bored to wear it..
okie.....at least i hope bloodmates are gg....
tulika's not gg..hmm...
anyw......sorry abt my hestation haha....
i'll jus go anyw.......
PARTY NITE!!
ON FRI!!!
YEY!!!!
weeeeeeeee...............................

{she's just excited}

Goodbye Goodman!

2007-06-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE GOODMAN!
LASALLE Moving Out Party for all alumni,current students and staff

29 Jun 2007 (Fri) 6.30pm – 11pm
LASALLE Amphitheatre, 90 Goodman Road

This is a LASALLE private party.
Students to present student card at the door for entry.

---------------------------

LINE-UP OF BANDS & DJS
FEATURING LASALLE ALUMNI & STUDENTS

Bands:
ALLURA – including Inch Chua, Aaron Wong, Mark John
ASTREAL – including Ginette Chittick
THE MARILYNS – including Azhar Talib
PLAIN SUNSET – including Jonathan Chan, Norsham Husaini
TIRAMISU – including Rizman Putra, Keith Su

DJs:
AMANDA LING
JULIAN LEE
JONATHAN NAH (aka KIAT of Guerrilla Collective)
KEITH COLACO (aka DJ KFC)

Represent!
Photos: It’s time to share those priceless photos of your days in art school!
From the early ‘80s and unforgettable ‘90s to the recent new millennia,
we wanna see what you looked like!
Email to chennee.neo@lasalle.edu.sg or submit photos on the day
itself for a special screening of the last 23 years!

Dress Your Decade: Come dressed as you were in the good ol’
(or recent) days of LASALLE!
Prizes to be won for “Best Dressed Art Student/Staff”
of the ‘80s, ‘90s and 2000s.

Confession Box
Discover and laugh about the darkest secrets none of us ever told!
Write down your most memorable or most mischievous moments at
Goodman Road(or St Pat’s Art Centre, or Telok Kurau studios or
Kallang Theatre),drop it in our drop-box and catch the best
Confessions and Top 10 Polls at the party screening.

Limited Edition T-Shirts
Slogans! We want slogans of popular expressions, sayings or quotable quotes
(especially from lecturers or bosses) from your generation!
Email the slogan to chennee.neo@lasalle.edu.sg with the story behind it
and the best entries will be selected for print and sale at the party.
Guaranteed to be collector’s items! Sales proceeds go towards the food and beer!

Food & beer will be served.
Age restrictions on alcohol consumption apply.
LASALLE Management reserves the right to refuse entry.

Enquiries: call 6340 9400 or email chennee.neo@lasalle.edu.sg

---------------------------------

What will happen to the Goodman Road campus?
From 2 July 2007, LASALLE will be located at its New City Campus
at 1 McNally Street(bound by Albert Street, Short Street and Prinsep Street).
The new School of the Arts (specialised arts high school under MICA) will be
moving in to Goodman Road until its new campus is ready in 2008.

Apologies to my 21st Party

2007-06-27T13:01:00.000+08:00

Guys,
Sorry that i have trouble gathering
all the 21st birthday party pictures.
Its taking alot o time due that,
there are too many camera that day...
i wanted to publish them asap...
but seems lk i failed haha..
I'm trying my best to get them up on my blog...
I NEED MORE TIME!

{Gathering in progress yet doing my best}

Bitch Beach Day!!!

2007-06-19T16:33:00.001+08:00

Very long time ago, (weeks ago)
i went to sentosa palawan beach with
THE BLOODMATES!
This is wad we did....
soccer,frisbee,lotsa sweating and FUN!!

{Blood,thx for the fun!Will miss ya guys..}

[PS: CLICK TO ENLARGE PHOTOS]

{We Had FUN}

Take Over Me, Lord

2007-06-04T15:52:00.000+08:00

Walking on the busy streets with people passing by,
i asked myself, is this the day that the Lord has made?
With my sneakers kicking past the muddy puddle,
i complained and asked is this what u had planned for me?
Hovering around the grassy park not knowing what i'm thinking,
i let out a little sigh and wished i know what to do.

Many times, i wish i knew how to be nice.
Many times, i wish i was a superwoman.
Many times, i wish i am easy to love.
Many times i wish i know what to do.
But many times, it all ended with a little sigh.

Oh Lord, i do not know anything on this earth more than you do.
Oh Lord, i do not see any further to the future more than you do.
Oh Lord, i am left with little things in life without you.
So Oh Lord, would you take over me.

{Amen}

BIG Room Cleaning day

2007-05-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

Just came here to drop an entry..
PHEW..jus had my bath after finishing my big cleaning,
dusting, sorting out tings, throwing away old stuff..
Now, my room is so clean...haha!
i practically spent a whole day doin a makeover
for my room...from untidy to tidy......
And i'm so famished...spent all my energy on
all tis....not easy to make a room perfectly clean wor..
Realised that my room had alot o junks that
i kept over the years in lasalle...haha....
after throwing away a mountain of tings,
my cardboard is so damn spacious now...keke...
and much cleaner....LOVE IT!!
i love my clean room..

{Lord, i praise you}

The Fellowships

2007-05-29T08:57:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS....

Recently i've been recieving "complains" from my viewers that,
my pictures are too small to view...but well..Click on those small
pics i've displayed here to enlarge it...i have rendered it to visible
size to view...yup...so feel free to click on it...and enjoy those pics!!

{end of announcement}

(Click on Pics to ENLARGE)

HERE IT COMES!!!

firstly, i wanna praise God for the warm and fun fellowship
that i can have with ann and juan yest...i guess it was juan
talked abt swimming and ann wanted to go...so asked if i
would wanna join, and of cos i did...=) its always fun gg out w
them...we took lots of pics...cos we felt it shld b memorable..
and i'm sure there b a next hang out time together again...
but i had lots of fun..we went to boon lay swim complex...
PHEW!! the place is new...sooo nice...haha but the
toilet is YUCK...haha.....but nvm abt the toilet..haha.....
anyw, i was saying, ya and the gym, phew freaking big...
those ppl that love gym, its reconmended...haha!!
you'll love it manz..........
hmmmmm.......

(Click on Pics to ENLARGE)

ya and afterwhich we went to have sushi at the level 4 complex..
which is a little disappointing for me...bcos its not as nice as
sakae sushi for me la...no idea why would i compare it w that
company but i guess bcos i like the food at sakae ba...
anyw...bsides the foody...we had great fellowship...
keke...we said grace together and ya...sth that din expect
to be able to do together especially w juan ;)
praise God for the enjoyable and nice discussion
and chit chats we had in that restarant..
keke...

(Click on Pics to ENLARGE)

Thx Ann & Juan for asking me out on tis great day!
you guy's presence and company really makes my day...
(>.<)

{Take Over me, Lord}

Its Been Awhile

2007-05-26T16:20:00.001+08:00

Seriously,
i've not blogged for ages..
2000 years ago...

yest, ivan , trudy and i went out for supper..& ivan drove..
therefore we went a place nearby trudy's hse la (dono call wad la)
we ate the damn nice fishball soup and bah choh mee..
ivan ate laksa..wa...power pack la..
than we went to orchard coffee club 24hrs to
hang upside down la..haha!!
enjoyed the time w u guys ivan trudy!!!
thx for hanging!!!

NEXT! few days ago, i meet up w twin!!!
missed her soooo much...lk
4000 years nv see her liaoz...she so busy....
and wanted to eat the pizza hut super thin pizza but
end up eating the suki sushi buffet...wa...shiock..haha!!
highly reconmended!!! lol....

we went marina square la...
we saw those v nice graphics on the walls..
those paints and stuff...wow..was so overwhealmed..
really love it...especially my "wabbit" fren...
awww.....she's so cute...
i also met some of "wabbit" frens....those ppl
onli know how to tok abt bones...so brainless...
lol.................................

I cant explain much abt how much i truely enjoy and love
meeting up w chris (twin)...Truely God has blessed our frenship...
the amt of frankness of frenship w hav for each other is genuine...
yup...truely a gift from God....

Oh yeah...than few days b4...met up w juan for swimming...
than we kinda hang out at woodlands for awhile b4
we went to watch PIRATES AND THE CARABINES!!!
(correct spelling??ah hack la)
MUAHAHAHAH!!!
Its fantastic i tell u...lol...
The ending is so sad yet so happy..so touching..
but hor seems lk there will be part 4...
=_=!!

Besides that...
tis "childish" juan saw those seats...
burger and strawberry..haha!!
she love it...she said she lk the strawberry more..
so she took more shots on that...
hahahaha....its so damn cute la...
i also wanna appreciate juan...
thk God for her...
That i can have a so damn close cuz...
so that i wont be lonely...
heeeeee...........
love u!!
=P

{God's Love is Everywhere}

B R O W N S Y

2007-05-21T15:27:00.001+08:00

Introducing to u my new bear!

BROWNSY...

heex...its a bear my dear sis & andrew gave to me as my
early birthday pressie...keke...
that day, we went to vivo...
they said she wanna get a pressie for me...
but din told me wad it was...
so i went...than wen we got there...
ahhh...hahaha!!
i am told to make and choose my own bear..
i could even dress him myself!!!
ohh i was so thrilled inside my heart..keke
bcos i often dream of coming to this shop
to make my own bear...someday and it came true..
keke....as above are potos i took there...
so fun...brownsy is right beside my bed now...
i stares at it everyday...
his so good looking and cute and nice...
ahhh love it....!!!
i choose an eskimo suit for my bear..
i tot its the prettiest among all...

THX SIS & ANDREW!

OH....additionally...i wanna appreciate andrew too!!
the first poto is taken by him while i was filling up
my bear..haha!! Nice poto indeed...thx...
(din mean to forgot to credit u for the bear...sorry =P )

Somhow it was not said, but i have to say it now..
Andrew and sis, both of u been a great blessing
to me ever since u guys got together...
even b4 u guys got together, sis hav been a great
sis to me too...
BUT, additionally,
having a bro more (andrew) added to my life
its been wonderful...
enjoying the fellowships and outings w both
of u been an experience for me...=)
My blessings are with both of u....
God will bless you both...

Hmm back to the bear...

Mayb someday i'll go back and make
another bear for myself again...
keke...mayb a puppy for me next time!! =P

{Its Always A Bliss}

Life Still Goes On

2007-05-17T04:52:00.000+08:00

Life is great so far....
But, frens makes life even better...
Times spent to talk heart to heart..
Boring days to just hang out...
Stressed times together that will be missed...
innocent days spent in sch thats nv to be forgotten...
Taking the couragous step out to the realistic world...
Yet, Life still goes on...
Treasure wat's infront of u and nv look back...

{Peace Be With You}

The JB Advanture

2007-05-14T13:19:00.000+08:00

On Sat we had BBQ at our Young Adult (YA) leader's house, Uncle Henry..heex..it was yummy..
But we (uncle henry,ken,henry and me) went out early in the morning at 9.30am to JB to purchase some seafood...it was fun tho...those are the pics i took there...it was scorching hot!!! phew..haha...well...but i went to the fishing port it was nice....the sea and stuff lk tat...i din have a picture of it...but i took videos..(which i dono hw to upload here) it was sth that we dun get to see in singapore...i was amused by it tho..geez..i thank God for uncle henry and henry (they have e same name btw) they took so much trouble and effort to buy all those tings to prepare for bbq...it was encouraging to see...i was jus hanging ard them to see the fishing port and exploring it w ken...they perspire and stuff lk tat...haha...thank you for doing all those stuff for YA to enjoy the bbq...we really had fun bonding w everyone...in the beginning i din expect YA cell to be able to make it...but i tot, if everyone stop sitting back and judge the failure of tis YA cell and put in a little effort to come and bond w each other...than by God's grace we will work it out..and we did..=) PRAISE THE LORD!!

{The Lord Is With Us}

OUR L A S T DAYS

2007-05-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

The last day of sch at our exhibition studio...hmm...its kinda memorable and sad too...
but wads great is we all passed...!! yey...can graduate liaoz...the time that we helped each
other out..wen we needed help and gg thru tough times together is never supposed to be
forgotten ever...even tho we will proceed to the realistic world..but our innocent days
will never be forgotten...Thru all this times...by the grace of God, frenships are formed,
work are done, sweats are credited....Praise God!!!

{We will Never be the Same Again}

The Discovery Channel

2007-05-03T02:47:00.000+08:00

Yes yes, haha, as seen on this pics...
super funny, we went out on labour day..
which happened to be public holiday...
which i didnt really noticed..and i went
to meet them at sentosa, took an express train,
sth new i had nv taken b4...from vivo...
kinda felt its such a long process..and so tiring..
drag the buying of e ticket and than tapping the card,
into the train sqeezing w many other ppl that also wanna
enjoy the new sentosa..haha....
(anyw thats not the point i'm rumbling)

WE HAD FUN!!!

It's been a fun day for us all...even tho not all the youths came,
(we shld be calling outself young adult instead) , but melvin's
sacrifice made it even more fun...haha...it was either Ezra's or Henry's
idea to cover Melvin up into a turtle and haha it was cute...
I wanna thank God for all of them, Melvin, Henry, Ezra and Ann..
Each one of your presence at sentosa counts alot alot...
hmm been awhile since i go sentosa...even tho i din managed
to get tanned, but the sand and sea water really cheers me up
quite abit...after all the stressing abt my work...i finally
passed which means graduating soon on 24 Augest 2007...

=)PRAISE THE LORD!!!

{Thk God For The Fun}

Her World

2007-04-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

17 April 2007,
Juan and i was hanging out at Bras Basah
along the Nation Library.
We, came across this rickshaw!
wow....so we kinda decided to take afew shots...
and we did..haha its was great...
even tho there was alot o ppl opps the bus stop..
haha....but we cared less...
But, we enjoy ourselves anyway...
keke..

Afterwhich,
we station ourselves at raffles city
Starbucks and here is where i am
blogging tis entry at...
LOL....

"i was blogging and i din do my wk here"
(my confession)

>.< BEFORE TODAY,
i met up with chris,
my twin to Jurong Point..
we visited the interesting
and fun TOYS'R'US!!

haha and came across this
"Rabbit hairband"
LOL...

"Aww....don't we look cute..."
/..\

^.^
FEW FEW DAYS AGO
i also met up with my "irritating" cuz
and my big cousin..
haha!!

We went out to Junction 8 to
shop for Esprit sale..
but than it was a disappointing trip..
we din managed to get any stuff...
but SWEETS!!!

=P

Than my "irritating" cuz,
saw tis pretty denim hat @ Kiddy Palace..
haha so i tot it was so pretty and so
Snappy Snap Snap!!
Tah dah....

Therefore the happenings of this wk are layouted here,ENJOY!
{Love the Lord with ur Heart, Mind & Soul}

B E A U T Y

2007-04-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

Beautiful

Honesty is beautiful
Kindness is beautiful
Intelligence is beautiful
Talent is beautiful

Beautiful is a romance with such abundance
Beautiful are the flowers that roam the earth
Beautiful is awaking to the sound of singing birds
Beautiful is a disguise

Playing hide and seek inside and outside
Beautiful is as naked as the rising sun
Beautiful is delightful and truthful
Beautiful is the golden daylight that shines

And the taste of sweet colored red wine
Beautiful was never ever created by mistake
Beautiful is the ingredient we bake life’s cake
When all or nothing is at stake

I am beautiful
You are beautiful
We are beautiful
Beautiful is great
Beautiful is sweet
Beautiful is love
Beautiful is power

Come to me Mr. & Mrs. Beautiful
Let me into your little secret Of
why you are so obedient and dutiful

Piggy+Turtle=Buddy

2007-04-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

Yo man...
haha..tis is a super cute poto
took by chris la..
her turtle and my piggy..
finally they have becomed frens...
keke!
>o<

Piggy: *sit and making himself comfortable*
Turtle: *ahhh are u comfortable already..*
Piggy: >o<
Turtle: ~.~
Chris: okie! 123 and *snapy snap snap*
(and thats how the poto comes abt)

[=_=]

That Cutiness

2007-04-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE!!!
This is so damn cute la....
haha....
nv failed to make me laugh out loud lor...
Seriously i saw it,
i goes: HAHAHAHA(x1000)
Juan2 did it...
keke...
Its 'piggy pea' her piggy..
i've got a similar one too...
but i named it as 'peach'
>o<

{Life Still Goes On}

PASSION

2007-04-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

Some stuff i learnt from Hon during my Good Friday
worship practice.He told us, tat Passion actually means
'SUFFERINGS'. Which normally people think of it
as a painful process. But i choose to defer. Why?
Due to unless we come to an understand of reconising
'suffering' as a joy. Suffering for the Rightousness of
Christ is always an honor. No other thing do we
ask for but the rightousness of Christ.

" Blessed are those who are persecuted
because of rightousness for theirs is
the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are you when people insult you,
persecute you and falsely say all kinds of
evil against you because of me.

Rejoice and be glad, because great is
your reward in heaven, for in the same
way they persecute the prophets who
were before you."

[Matthew 5:10-12]

{Amen}

Part 2

2007-04-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hey Greetings,
Its Orange today!!!!

"Another day had pass
Yet, i still love my piggy"

I'm sorry guys, even tho u hate my piggy
but its still damn cute to me la.
Piggy u are forever so handsome
w e bow on ur neck
and ur innocent eyes. Awww /..\

Today is sunday once again...
time flies pretty fast huh...
another wk has come and go..
Once again its the:

ORANGE STICKS HOHA PARTY!!!
YEY!!!

Juan & Ann wanted to go my so called:
"MAMA SHOP"
haha i tagged along.....
They suggested to get e frozen stick
SO,
this time we choose Orange!!!
(Becos the purple is still unavailable, Sianz)

>.<
Snappy Snap Snap
With compliments Z540

Unfortunately,
Ann: eh vet, i think the green one nicer hor..
(totally agree....no more orange...next mayb purple???)

{Piggy Loves Vet}

The Old School Days

2007-03-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hello Wadsup man!!!
[*Cheeky*]
Well kinda felt cheeky nowadays, dono why but,
i'm gg crazy soon due to crushing sch work coming my way.
I seriously need to buck up and "bang" my head
against e wall to get a "explosive" for my
eating disorders Ad.God Bless Me.

=_=!!

ANYWAY,
(that is not the point of this entry,jus complaining)

Today,
after service and Discipleship gp,
Ann,juan and me went to nearby "MAMA shop"
to buy some stuff to eat than we came acrossed
this long,cold,hard,yummy stick thats so familar since
old pri sch days! so we decided to buy it...All green!!!
cos its so cheap.....10cent...haha!!
(actually juan wanted purple but it's not iced yet)
so yummy...and juicy..ahhaha i felt so excited
cos i've been thinking abt it for e past wks which
i've no luck to come across it somewhere
(which is so hard to come by nowadays la)

Hee hee...
i tot i shld take down tis memorable scene..
so i whipped out my handpone and start clicking!!
So interesting, crazy and fun!!

" I tot the evening sun was so beautiful..
And the cooling wind slapping against my hair and face..
Which creates such as expression on my face..
It is blessedness.."

{Tis is e Day tat e Lord had Made i w Rejoice & b Glad in it}

Bubble Gum Party

2007-03-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

{Yo yo yo...}

Today,
i din managed to do any freaking work,
so i went out and met juan after her work.
After dinner we went to hang out @ Mac
to satisfy my 50cents ice-cream cone craving.
After finishing licking my yummy ice-cream,
she took out a gum!!!
There's some funny potos that juan and me took today
with the 'Banned' gum in s'pore ...

=P haha!!

A bubble gum from her work place..
eventho i asked her

" Why only one?!"
(greedy la)

Soon, we started chewing it...

*Chew Chew Pop Pop*
LOL

I tot it was rear that we chew gum together
So, i decided to take some shots..
Here are those shots..
crazy moments that we spend together,
making wierd faces
infront of my lousy Z540 camera...

HAHA..
i enjoyed it anyway..
=)

{*MUACK*}

HUUHAA....

2007-03-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hell0 Guys....
Introducing to u my new family: ICEBAT
Hello, my name is Icebat.
Icebat lives in an ice cave inside an icebox.
Anything he touches turns to ice.
Yet he warms your heart!!!

People say...
He is scary and wierd.
But i seems to like it alot.
He has very interesting features.
He's a flat doll, yet he has e features of a bat.

[^_^]

HAHA...
Today i went out with Chris.
We went Daiso @ IMM.
We had so much fun looking at interesting stuff at that
e jap shop. So much wierd stuff that we saw and we did.
Part of those mad stuff that we did is said in the
potos.LOL. She really makes my day man.
Really praise God for her. Her crappiness always
nv fail to makes me laugh. I've come to
realised stuff that we had in common.
Even tho she loves food better but,
She gets all high wen she saw wierd stuff and
she saw everything, she also wanna buy,
of cos cannot buy all that she likes la.
have to control...haha!!
so i joked this:

"Eh u like alot o tings ah...buy lor...
than even Daiso also buy over la...
bring home la!!!"
HAHA!!

{ sorry chris.....too funny liaoz...i have to tell everyone...haha!!}

{ GOD BLESS!! }

It's All About U

2007-02-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone....
I'm glad that i'm able to write some stuff here la...Heex!!
been pretty busy tis days...but than now..
i'm quite FREEE!!!!
Cos.......
EMBRACE E TERM BREAK!!!
I felt kinda fulfilled cos i kinda
pulled thru e difficult times tis week...
Bcos i've placed alot o effort in doin my work till i felt
kinda shack and out of motivation to do wk la...
By e Grace and Love of God..
i managed to draw strength from
him to complete my work...
One thing i've learn tis wk that,
thru those stubborn times,
i had been wanting to strive in doing my work myself
and not acknowledged God himself.

i've learnt:

" Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,
and i will give u rest.Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
for i am gentle and humble in heart,
and you will find rest for your souls.
for my yoke is easy and my burden is light"

Matthew 11:28-30

In my years of being in lasalle...i've come to reconised that
this talent that's given to me wen he created me and moulded me
in my mum's womb,he intended it for me to
serve him only...only with this intention,
thats where i will only be able to succeed and prosper...
but in times when i am being stubborn and self centered..
i often look to my work and design higher than how much
i look to God..i start to want to strive hard so as to get
great results and great fulfillments and to make it
as credit for myself..to prove to myself that i can do it and
i am talented..but i often fail...It's not a bad ting either..
becos thru this i am able to realised how much
i am neglating God and how much self and Me
i am looking and concentrating so much on...
that i actually forgotten that i'm created to b creative for a reason
to serve his kindom..Which caused me to realised that i need to let go...
let go of this thoughts of, i have to do it great...i have to
make it e best...make it so good that ppl will be impressed..
But once i've let go...i begin to see the creativity that flows out of me which
often amazes me...i've come to see and know of God's purpose for me in tis
area of service and e learning process in sch..i've come to learnt
that wad God really needs from me is not good works,its not efforts
that creates e good results...he do not need me to be the
best art student in lasalle...he do not need me to get so stress out
over deadlines bcos he is so great that he will be able to help
me thru easily...wad God really wants from me is to
let go and let him take control and allow him to use me as a vessle
in my life to impact ppl's live to reveal JESUS in me..
many a times we tend to get so overwhealmed by the competitions ard us
that we forgotten and neglated the meaning of us studying and working
in that environment...we wanna strive we wanna be the best...
we wanna earn greater bucks...we want tis and that...
but what God really want from us,
is simply only,
OBEDIENCE.

Jesus, Your grace and your love really amazes me....

CNY

2007-02-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

hee hee....heres my updated bloggy... =)
hope u guys enjoy looking @ tis maddy potos i took during my visit
on chu2..with my crazy cousin and sis...haha...
Well, cny had been fun and tiring tho but yet i'm so more into
e ang pow la...LOL.....
eh realistic sia k...
=P

NOW,

i hereby wish everyone on this earth,

BE IT,

Chinese,Malay,Indian,Eurasian

OR

Australia educated boy, China man, Mad cousin, Laos fren, Act cute sis

A

Super Blessed Rich Sweet Wonderful Fun Fabulous Perfect,

CHINESE NEW YEAR

gong xi gong xi

$_$

That's Shakespeare In Love

2007-01-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

(CHORUS)

A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

(CHORUS)

I Love Christmas

2007-01-06T03:06:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys....
Heres some potos i took during the christmas dinner...hmm i enjoyed the food and the fellowship i had with people of Shalom , Acts and even my own churchmates, Good News baptist..really praise God for the time on that day...to b able to see those familar faces once again...enchanging gifts and laughing together...dressed up looking good and all..Lastly, not forgetting the wonderful purpose behind every 25th dec, the birth of Christ...Which brings us back to the wonderful and miraclous Cross....More than exchanging gifts, more than parties, more than christmas shopping...It's the Purpose of Jesus's birth and existance on earth million years ago...The Death on the cross for Man....Us.....
Amen!

Looking Back

2006-12-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

LOOK,
This are the Madness we had wen we are at starbucks near heeren.
I wonder wad are we doin..trying to act cute not cute..act sexy not sexy LOL....!!
Took those pics w her new pone..3 mega pix..still not v good potos ah..
anyw good memories lol..

ENJOY!!!

Really appreciate Juan2 for being such a Perfect cousin to me.
Looking back, we've grew up so old and being an adult.
Really miss the innocent times spent together as kids.
Hee hee...

Loading. . .

2006-12-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

The Crazy Times Spent With Ping...Hee Hee Hee....

The Cute In My Life

2006-12-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

They are like so Cute...I love them...

Take Them All Away

2006-12-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

Dearest Juan2,Ping and Jie Von....

Some of Our crazy moments at the changi airport, Juan2 birthday celebration...
ah ping with u at the prata shop.....
Juan2 Your birthday gifts potos...
Enjoy the potos!! Heex...
So sorry for taking so long to develop those pics.....
its so tiring to transfer from pone to comp..LOL...
All thx to bluetooth...=P
Cya ARD!! Love ya guys.....*muackz*

"Have You Ever?" by Brandy

2006-11-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]

Does Holiday Sux Or Not ?

2006-11-12T03:10:00.000+08:00

Ahh...after so long time of holiday, feel bored liao...now its lk 3:03am and im not slping ....i feel i crazy...i need to do something tiring in the morning and afternoon....so i will feel tired in the nite...@_@ And i feel so relaxed and i am enjoying my time of wasting time...haha cos i get to do wad i wish to do without thinking abt work...and i get to choose and enjoy creating fun tings....lk recently i've jus redecorated my bible haha so fun.......Here some pic of it...

Hmm....ya..i guess the reason why im bored is that all my frens not free...ping,schling so busy...juan2 she working and cannot go out happy w me, watch movie...sigh...than dennis in china...boring lai...than i miss the time i always hang out w juan2...i guess mayb wen we grow up,we will b busy with our career...well..i miss the time wen we go out watch movie..at woodlands...and take the couple seat..so shiock..and wen we go out shopping, swimming...wa laoz...why mus we grow up...sick...i wish we dun grow up...we will still b in high sch...and enjoying the innocence..well i guess i cant bear to face up to the reality of that we all grow up and will tend to drift away from some aquainted fren...or classsmates..and get to spent lesser time w close frens and family..well well well...time to face up to it..time to accept it...Recently, i learnt that, unless we learn to FACE UP to reality and ACCEPT wad we need to do and wad problems we have, we will be able to handle it better...be able to be less upset with it and complain lesser..

You know, the ting about having long holiday for me is, that i get to do alot o thinking and getting in touch with myself...get to listen to my own heart cry..that is good for me...i guess there is so much ting i wanna do..but than i jus cant rmb wad...and even if i wanna go out ah...no one company me...haha...all so busy...its always that Lasalle start holiday earlier than polys....zzz...anyw..we grow up real fast....3 yrs past jus lk that...my time in Lasalle have been a challanging and yet a proud to be in it time...it's always been my pride to be schling in lasalle..bcos i get to be different and learn designing...and get to discover tings i've nv knew...we all grow up so fast that we are starting our own future and career...juan2,working...dennis,china training for work....sister,GC training for fulltime in campus crusade for christ...sigh...soon it will be me...out from sch...in 6mths time...i wonder wad would i do...would i survive...?? hard hard....hmmm... u know the process of looking for a place in the reality job...its hard to find a place for ourselves..sometimes i think, wad would i be in 10 years time...i wonder...

But than....finally i felt...there would always be uncertainty..so...who would know my future best? of cos...there would b only one...that would be God...and so, hereby, i would wanna commit my future in his hand...trusting that he would and he will pave a way for me...His ways are higher than my way...His will, will always be perfect....Therefore i would like to end here with a verse...that is:

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything in prayer and petitions, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4: 6-7

L'Amore Sei Tu

2006-11-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

L'Amore Sei Tu, is a brand created by me for this Victorian Handmade bear....This are some of shots i took for my Victorian bear....They are all handmade...The designs are made in cooperated with Victorian history...This one is about Queen Victorian...They are limited Edition...Handmade 100%....Made from 100% cotton...All natural..Have fun viewing my work!! Hope u guys love it....

God I Truely Praise U........

2006-11-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh.....finally the Sem has ended..finally got time to write blog...heez...no guilt..la la...im kinda happy u know cos i am able to do wad i wanna do wen i wish to do wen im doin my wk...feels so GREAT! haha.....i praise God for carrying me thru tis few mths of trials and tough times....times which is so hard for me to go thru...which i struggled to get ideas and inspiration...times which i struggle with sch system and lect....he sent people to help me... which i finally realiesed who is a real fren to me...in my times of difficulties...they go thru it with me....I realli give glory to God for he is always there to look after me...sometimes wen he see me feeling hopeless and lost...when i do not know how to handle situations...he sent people, my frens to console and listen and help me out in actions...i have a deep gratitude towards God in heaven for his love for me...even tho sometimes it seems not visible..that God is actually loving me by providing for me...that we tend to think its chance,luck,coincidence,or look into ourself that we have good frens bcos we are good..we deserve it...but fact and truth indepth, its the grace of God that has been tagging along with my disobedience and me...Grace being with me doesnt allows me to keep on being who i am...but it taught me to live life daily as careful as possible....His providence for me shows me how much he actualli knows abt me and love me...in such a big world..with millions and millions of people here....im nothing...but yet, he sees me as someone that he wish to love, to care, to give, to look after for...he is the only one that treasure me and knows my ideas,my thoughts,my struggles and my inner most hurt...who can compare with him...In life, we take tings for granted...the hse we live, the clothes that we buy with our money, the environment we are in....we dun bother to ask why am i here? who allows me to be here...? Since wen do i deserve to get a cloth to be wrapped ard my body...we all thinks that its normal u see...but the TRUTH is that...WE dun...we are here..for a reason...a reason that everyone is looking for....looking for a purpose to motivate us to live..to be deserved...a reason to be love...to be HERE....Why am i even here for??

Because Jesus Died for U and Me............

Virus Vs Vetvet

2006-11-02T02:16:00.000+08:00

Tis morning i fought a fierce battle...without any medication jus depending on my immune system..and i won!!! muahahahah!!! let me tell u wad happened...
I woke up tis morning feeling sick and weak...my bones are sore, my throat is scratching and rough, with a bad headache and my body feels hot...! sigh...a bad sign..and jus nice i felt lk peeing..so i went to toilet..but i cannot walk well..so i jus step by step slowly bring myself to e toilet...so sucky..than i went back to slp...actualli supposedly meeting lect henry for show him my ideas, but i was too sick, i decided to pray and ask God to heal me...so, i wen to rest....and i slpt alll the way till 4pm...and i woke up a couple o times..and in the end managed to fight it...i woke up and i sat on the chair in my kitchen..trying to psycho myself to feel better..wanted to take panadol, but it didnt say " gentle on stomach" so i didnt take...i went to had milo...and bread w peanut butter...than took panadol after that...it took me a long process to get those stuff down...it was torture to me...haha! didnt have anyone at home to make me porriage...so i had simple food...after awhile i need to meet ping...so i went to bath...i felt my body was very hot...after i showered i felt totally great..haha...like recovered person..than i went out and i felt heathy..and good...better than the sick person lying on the bed all day...
i felt so proud of myself that im able to fight this virus inside of me..within half a day..i guess it was determination...and i praise God for healing me and answering my prayer..I guess God wanted me to rest and i enjoyed the afternoon resting in bed...Thank God...

Here Am I

2006-11-01T02:37:00.001+08:00

This is the first time i am starting this blog. Dear frens, i hope that u guys would benefit from it. 'L'Amore Sei Tu', meaning 'i will always love u' is being inspiried by a song sung by Katherine Jenkins. I tot it was a beautiful song. A song that speaks forth of love that's forever,unconditional love. Jus like how Jesus allows God to break him and send his rage and anger, for sin in our lives, on him. Carrying the burdensome cross, thats filled with ugly, evil, dark sins, that is created by us in the past, present and the future to come. He is willing and humble. His love for us is unconditional. Jesus died for u and me. For one reason, L'Amore Sei Tu.